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Any long-term readers of this site know that I'm a faggot that adores black Men in general, and black Alphas in particular. In fact, I talk about them so much and so glowingly that some accuse me of race-baiting or fetishizing black Men (including some black Alphas - weird). Is it a fetish if I think black Alphas are the most beautiful creatures on Earth? It just sounds obvious to me. In preparing this article, I spent some time meditating on my many service arrangements and encounters with black Alphas over the years, which is surprising given that I'm a lily white fag from some very-white (and racist) suburbs. I have had A LOT of service time with Alphas (I'd say 50% of all Alphas I've served were black or mixed). And as I reminisced, it began to occur to me - black Alphas have been the primary influence that has made me the faggot I am today. Here is a list of "firsts" in my faggot career directly caused or influenced by black Alphas: My first (and only) real rapeMy first creampieMy first threesome (with two Alphas)My first Rut (which I've discussed elsewhere on this blog)My biggest dick (11 inches)My first time being rimmedMy first time being choked around the neck (until nearly unconscious)My first time rimming an Alpha's assMy first time being urinated onThe first time a Man touched my fag penis (and laughed) So you'll have to excuse me if I sing the praises of black Alphas. They are exquisite sexual beings. But that begs the question WHY ... why are black Alphas so different sexually from most other Men? Really, the only ones who come close are Latino Alphas. One of the explanations I often discuss here is my belief that their backgrounds have hardened them to such a degree that they feel more comfortable expressing themselves through fiery, aggressive emotions. The vast majority of the black population of the entire world have suffered the crippling effects of generational poverty. That's the kind of poverty that screams of "GET A JOB" won't easily fix. It's the kind of cold poverty that seeps into the soul, father-to-son, and is almost impossible to shake off. Socially, the end result of this generational poverty are scores of black Men growing up learning to fight for survival, even at an emotional level. I think that's why black Men are so good at noticing faggots, because they read emotions on faces and are constantly assessing those around them. Black Men are so hungry for validation and respect that they run to whatever might provide that as quickly as possible, whether it be basketball or football, rapping, RaB, and dance, or gangs and drugs. They spend their early years tuning their bodies into sharp, finely-cut black diamonds of great beauty and precision in order to excel at these validating pursuits. Sex is also one of those validating mechanisms, and it's something black Males take great pride in flaunting. The stories about black dicks exist for a reason; none of the black Alphas I served had anywhere near what science calls an "average" dick. And black Men use sex (via their cocks) as a weapon, although the war they wage is a staggeringly breathtaking and wondrous one. There is a reason why females are running to black Men in droves these days, and it's for the same reason why faggots have been serving these Men for a very long time. It's because they are dominant, aggressive, strong, and incredible fuckers. Being taken by a black Alpha is like getting caught in a category 5 tornado in which everything you knew of the world is twisted and crushed out of existence while you are tossed about by the most extreme power Nature can conjure against you. When they're finished with you, you're left in a crumpled heap, panting and disoriented in a freshly disfigured world. Sounds terrifying? It is, in a way. But it's also the most alive I've ever felt sexually. And I will also add this important point - I've never felt more desired in my life than those times when I was...